Hi friend,
December hit me like a freight train.
My car was stolen. I canceled five PTO days I swore I’d take. I blew up at my boss. I complained about the school activities for the kids. I juggled seven doctor’s appointments, hired two people, renewed eight clients, almost fired one, and worked 172 hours. I didn’t decorate my Christmas tree until December 22nd.
My specialist said, “It’s amazing you’re still standing,” and my husband asked, “Are you happier this year than last?”
With tears in my eyes and the weight of the world on my shoulders, I made a choice.
I canceled every meeting the week of Christmas. I had blocked the time off for a reason—to be present, to enjoy the holidays, not just to survive the season but to savor it. In these final days, I've been a shell of myself, not because of one single thing but because of the accumulation of everything.
As I reflected on the last day of the year, I realized how much 2024 has taught me—not just about work but about life. Each lesson has shaped the way I see the world and how I want to move forward in it.